I wish that you would notice me
But I’m too lame for you to.
So I avoid you-
I sit in windows,
Hide my face in books,
Go to the very back of the classroom.
To make matters worse you are so many people
So many totally normal people
That I would give anything to talk to-
To be friends with-
But I just can’t bring myself to say hi.
Why?
I’m too young.
Too immature.
Not smart enough.
I won’t be taken seriously.
I’m just not good enough.
I’ve been waiting for you to say hi and you never have.
I’ve been hoping that you'd notice me-
but how can anyone notice me if I’m invisible?
So I sit,
And I watch,
And I’m just not good enough.
And that's how life goes on,
And that's how I go on,
And that's okay.