Negative thoughts take over my mind.
How I’m not truthful to myself.
I always blame this world,
The people around me.
But now I know.
All this time it was me,
The one I should have blamed.
I didn’t know who I was.
Someone I didn’t recognize.
It felt like someone else was controlling my mind,
I tried to hide the pain,
But now I just can’t do it anymore.
I finally have the strength to accept who I am .